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ways_back_room2020-01-17 06:01 am
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I had something, I know I did, but it’s gone to the aether.
Fic Friday. You know what to do.
I had something, I know I did, but it’s gone to the aether.
Fic Friday. You know what to do.
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Cassian Andor
Quentin
Sameth
Demeter
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Quentin - Dewy Fields
Sameth - Oyster
Demeter - Birds of Passage
In it together
The young Mon Cala trembled and met Cassian's eyes, "I'm not scared."
"Nothing wrong with being afraid, if you weren't then you wouldn't be safe." It was something he'd said what felt like too many times, "You have to learn to use that fear to pay attention and be aware."
"Like swimming in the kelp, I can do that." Hep's voice had more confidence and Cassian allowed himself a small smile of reassurance.
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"This was a good idea," His father said, "We should bring some up."
"I think we've got enough to do that," Sameth opened his eyes to look at the full basket of oysters. "But I'm not shucking all of them."
"No, only the ones you want to eat."
That seemed fair and Sameth cracked open another one.
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Ahsoka Tano
Ben Hargreeves
Viv Vision
Jessica Drew
and bonus:
Kady Orloff-Diaz (The Magicians tv series)
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Ben-game night
Jessica-new recruits
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Some nights Ben would give the wrong answers. Holding up fingers that added together to seven when everyone was playing Twenty-One instead of flashing something for the King and Ace the player was actually holding. Klaus' frustration these times was fun, but Ben had to be careful to mix enough right truth that Klaus wouldn't know when to believe him.
Still, it beat playing against Klaus since Ben couldn't even pick up the cards.
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Also, sorry for disappearing, work has been... special, and my basement is trying to turn into a swimming pool. I've been stress-binging Queer Eye.
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For a prompt: "I am the Eggman, I am the Walrus."
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And speaking of bad trips...
"No, no, nononono Ben, Ben we have to stay in the ocean, we should've... we should've stayed, Ben..." Klaus, completely disassociated from the real world where an EMT is trying (and failing) to get his attention, is frantically trying to inform the only brother (fellow baby oyster?) he can spot. The can't go with the Walrus, they shouldn't have gone, they went and just look at all the broken empty shells left behind...
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He knew it when he was small, when his father ordered that Grace perform a full psych evaluation (he learned at least two new words that day) when he was caught playing hopscotch with his new friend that no one else could see.
He knew it when he'd interrupted a class discussion to relay a funny story he'd just heard and gotten a sharp 'Stop goofing around, Number Four' from Number One.
He knew it when, on late-night (and oh-so-early-morning) escapes from the mansion, the people he'd been partying with had demanded to know why he wasn't giving them some of whatever he was on when he forgot himself and watched the movement of ghosts across the room.
He knew it when, tired and hungry and frustrated he'd whirled on a particularly shriek-y ghost and demanded that it shut the fuck up already at a bus stop and everyone (except the ghost) had gone completely silent, backing away.
He knew it the first time he overheard a doctor mention 'schizophrenia' to Diego, one of the few times his brother came and got him from the ER, before he learned more efficient ways of signing himself out AMA.
But that was fine, sure, it's fine, for most people they'd all be right, you know? Just because an assumption is wrong doesn't mean it wasn't a bad guess.
He knows it the first time he has a full-on flash-back-panic-attack combo in front of Ben, screaming that he'll be good, he'll be good, just let him out, please.
That's... less than okay. And no. He doesn't want to talk about it.
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New uniform
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Never mind something bigger.
And he'd been prepared to hate it. To be scrambling to get back to the shambles of that disaster he called a life, despite that gorgeous view he'd gotten of Dave's abs the moment he'd arrived.
But during that first day, he found friendship. Like, bizarely, real friendship - these guys thought that he was nuts, but who wasn't out here? They'd bitched about the training camp in the States sending over half-baked untrained guys, and he hadn't had the heart to tell them he'd never seen the inside of one of those camps.
He'd found loyalty, guys who would come back for him when he got pinned down, guys who listened to him when he said to go left instead of right even if they didn't understand how he knew.
He'd found kindness, guys who got angry on his behalf when in the midst of telling some story he let slip just how much his childhood had sucked. Guys who got especially angry on his behalf when he hadn't understood why they were angry. Guys who vowed that he was not going back ever to his previous home, that he was going back with them.
He found love. Dave, of course, that's a given, but other, everyday love, the kind a family is supposed to have.
So sue him if he grew inordinately fond of that particular shade of green.
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Until I have ALL the fanfic. :D